“The happiest people don’t have the best of everything. They just make the best of everything they have. Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God."
~Unknown~

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Cookie it is!

It's official ~ and Mad Dog, you were right. When you give a road name it does stick! Thank you Sir... *kotc*

Thanksgiving day I shared with my family my new road name and the story behind it. My niece Stephanie liked it and my sister Sherry started using it saying it just 'fit' me. Cookie it is! Now to get a new scoot and ride. I can't wait... maybe then I'll stop all this baking. It's killin' me... *gg*

I have found the girl in the pic below again... finally... and it is good. My passion for reading, writing, running and riding ~ to name a few ~ have all returned. It's a new beginning. I'll be moving again to a new home. Starting a new job. Starting a new adventure while finishing up a few things I've left undone these past few months.

What a life I have! I wouldn't trade it for any other. I love it... :-)

Hope at SF2_crpd by you.

Friday, November 28, 2008

angels for hope

Dear anonymous 'Someone' ~

I received your most thoughtful and precious gift of the handmade crocheted butterfly from Angels For Hope. Thank you so much for wanting to give me something special. Thank you so much for wanting to give me some of my Hope back again. The card reads:

"Someone special requested you receive these "Wings of Hope" so you would know you are cared about and loved. Our thoughts and prayers are with you."

Please know that your thoughtfulness has impacted me greatly. This weekend of thanksgiving has returned some of who I was back to me. I'm finding 'her' again... my Hope is returning even though physically ~ she is gone. I feel it ~ and it is a relief.

I love my butterfly! I will cherish my wings of hope always. Thank you...

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Thankful today for all of you

Today I want to say Thank You to all of my family and friends who have been there for me throughout my life and especially since Hurricane Ike. There are no words adequate to express my core and the feelings I have for each and every one of you. I am forever grateful for all that you have given me in prayer, thought and deed. Thank you...


HAPPY THANKSGIVING

May you spend today with those you care about
those most important in your life
may your day be filled with joy and laughter
and your home filled with love...

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Listen to your Voice of Truth



Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat I'm in
On to the crashing waves

To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown
Where Jesus is
And He's holding out His hand

But the waves are calling out my name
And they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed

The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again
"Boy, you'll never win!
You'll never win!"

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
The voice of truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the voice of truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I would choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of strength it takes
To stand before a giant
With just a sling and a stone

Surrounded by the sound
Of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out my name
And he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed

The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again
"Boy you'll never win!
You'll never win!"

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
The voice of truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the voice of truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
The voice of truth tells me a different story
The voice of truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the voice of truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I would choose to listen and believe
I would choose to listen and believe the voice of truth
The voice of truth

~Casting Crowns

Choose to listen and believe Your Voice of Truth



Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat I'm in
On to the crashing waves

To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown
Where Jesus is
And He's holding out His hand

But the waves are calling out my name
And they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed

The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again
"Boy, you'll never win!
You'll never win!"

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
The voice of truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the voice of truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I would choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of strength it takes
To stand before a giant
With just a sling and a stone

Surrounded by the sound
Of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out my name
And he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed

The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again
"Boy you'll never win!
You'll never win!"

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
The voice of truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the voice of truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me

The voice of truth tells me a different story
The voice of truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the voice of truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I would choose to listen and believe
I would choose to listen and believe the voice of truth
The voice of truth

~Casting Crowns

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Praise You in This Storm



I was sure by now, God, that You would have reached down
and wiped our tears away,
stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say amen
and it's still raining
as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain,
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away.

And I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to You
and raised me up again
my strength is almost gone how can I carry on
if I can't find You
and as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away

And I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth
I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth

And I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

~ Casting Crowns
Words by Mark Hall/music by Mark Hall and Bernie Herms



"Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life."
~Proverbs 4:23

Thursday, November 13, 2008

To Write Love on Her Arms - 2nd Annual (Suicide Prevention)

The information below came from my daughter's Facebook notifications ~
{We are participating today... will you join us?}

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I think some people are confused about what this event is. All you have to do is literally write the word LOVE on your arm to show support, maybe even donate some money or time at your local suicide hotline, or suicide or teen help line. You write it on your arm, so that when someone asks... why is that on your arm? you can spread the word about depression and suicide.Because for some reason in our society depression and suicide are still taboo topics, a lot pf people want to keep quiet, but everyone needs to start talking about it.

On November 13 go around writing LOVE on your arm in big letters, be creative, use colored sharpies or washable markers, spread the word.

this is for all the survivors.
all the innocent
who aren't loved
all the kids who are hurting and suicide is the only place they can turn.

Also, don't forget to donate so kids in need can get the help they deserve. It takes thirty seconds to write four letters. I challenge you to stand up and speak out!

Help is out there, and by keeping quiet we're only hurting the people who need the help. Many people who suffer from depression and have struggled with suicidal thoughts. This event is meant to raise awareness on how severe this disease is. Depression and suicide have an impact on everyone whether its through having depression or knowing someone who does or someone who committed suicide. It's so simple to do. Its time to stand up and get the word out. Maybe someday there will be a cure for this instead of just a treatment of medicine that can actually make it worse.So speak up, and speak out!

www.TWLOHA.com

Check out the Site. and see the story that started it all.

REMEMBER*

POST PICTURES AFTER THE EVENT
I WANT TO SEE ALL THE AWARENESS
AND THE CREATIVE WAYS PEOPLE DID TO SPREAD THE WORD AND CHECK OUT THE EVENT FROM LAST YEAR

http://hs.facebook.com/event.php?eid=7562259922

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In loving memory of my brother...

Scott Bryan Cichorz
October 13, 1959 ~ January 12, 2001
Rest In Peace


Scott grad by you.

Scott profile_300 by you.

Scott_Jason2_450 by you.

Scott_Jason by you.

Give Me Your Eyes



Give Me Your Eyes

Looked down from a broken sky
Traced out by the city lights
My world from a mile high
Best seat in the house tonight
Touched down on the cold black tile
Hold on for the sudden stop
Breath in the familiar shock
Of confusion and chaos
Are those people going somewhere?
Why have I never cared?

Give me your eyes for just one second
Give me your eyes so I can see
Everything that I keep missing
Give me your love for humanity
Give me your arms for the broken hearted
The ones that are far beyond my reach
Give me your heart for the once forgotten
Give me your eyes so I can see
yeah .. yeah .. yeah .. yeah

Step out on a busy street
See a girl and our eyes meet
Does her best to smile at me
To hide whats underneath
There’s a man just to her right
Black suit and a bright red tie
To ashamed to tell his wife
He’s out of work
He’s buying time
Are those people going somewhere?
Why have I never cared?

Give me your eyes for just one second
Give me your eyes so I can see
Everything that I keep missing
Give me your love for humanity
Give me your arms for the broken hearted
The ones that are far beyond my reach
Give me your heart for the once forgotten
Give me your eyes so I can see
yeah .. yeah .. yeah .. yeah

I’ve been there a million times
A couple of million eyes
Just moving past me by
I swear I never thought that I was wrong
Well I want a second glance
So give me a second chance
To see the way you see the people all alone

Give me your eyes for just one second
Give me your eyes so I can see
Everything that I keep missing
Give me your love for humanity
Give me your arms for the broken hearted
The ones that are far beyond my reach
Give me your heart for the once forgotten
Give me your eyes so I can see
yeah .. yeah .. yeah .. yeah

Give me your eyes for just one second
Give me your eyes so I can see
Everything that I keep missing
Give me your love for humanity
Give me your arms for the broken hearted
The ones that are far beyond my reach
Give me your heart for the once forgotten
Give me your eyes so I can see
yeah .. yeah .. yeah .. yeah

~Brandon Heath

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

By Your Side



Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

~ Tenth Avenue North

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Love is here


Come to the waters, you who thirst and you'll thirst no more
Come to the father, you who work and you'll work no more
And all you who labor in vain and to the broken and shamed

Love is here
Love is now
Love is pouring from
His hands, from his brows
Love is near, it satisfies
Streams of mercy flowing from his side
'Cause love is here

Come to the treasure, you who search and you'll search no more
Come to the lover you who want and you'll want no more, no
And all you who labor in vain and to the broken and shamed, yeah

Love is here
Love is now
Love is pouring from his hands, from his brows
Love is near, it satisfies
Streams of mercy flowing from his side, yeah

And to the bruised and fallen
Captives, bound, and broken-hearted

He is the lord
He is the lord, yeah

By his stripes he's paid our ransom
From his wounds we drink salvation

He is the lord
He is the lord

Love is here
Love is now
Love is pouring from his hands, from his brows
Love is near
It satisfies
Streams of mercy flowing from his side
Streams of mercy flowing from his side
'Cause love is here

Love is here

~Tenth Avenue North

take care of what's most important in your life first

Received this e-mail from my son today. Simply sharing...
Always remember what's important in your life ~
the rest is all small stuff.

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Story time:

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous, "Yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things: your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car.
The sand is everything else, the small stuff. "If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you.

"Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first, the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled,"I'm glad you asked." He said, "It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."

Monday, November 10, 2008

Hope now



If everything comes down to love
Then just what am I afraid of
When I call out Your name
Something inside awakes in my soul
How quickly I forget I'm Yours

I'm not my own
I've been carried by You
All my life

Everything rides on hope now
Everything rides on faith somehow
When the world has broken me down
Your love sets me free

When my life is like a storm
Rising waters all I want is the shore
You say I'll be ok and
Make it through the rain
You are my shelter from the storm

I'm not my own
I've been carried by You
All my life

Everything rides on hope now
Everything rides on faith somehow
When the world has broken me down
Your love sets me free

Everything rides on hope now
Everything rides on faith somehow
When the world has broken me down
Your love sets me free
You've become my hearts desire
I will sing Your praises higher
Cause Your love sets me free
Your love sets me free
Your love sets me free

~Addison Road

Thursday, November 6, 2008

time to breathe in and let everything out



It's time for healing, time to move on
It's time to fix what's been broken too long
Time to make right what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong
There's a wave that's crashing over me
And all I can do is surrender

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
But I'm giving in to something Heavenly

Time for a milestone
Time to begin again
Re-evaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow Your will
Or just climbing aimlessly over these hills?
So show me what it is You want from me
I give everything, I surrender

To w
hatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos somehow there's peace
And though it's hard to surrender to what I can't see
I'm giving in to something Heavenly

Something Heavenly

Time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out
That I wanted to say for so many years
Time to release all my held back tears

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but I believe
You're up to something bigger than me
Larger than life
Something heavenly

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but now I can see
This is something bigger than me
Larger than life, something Heavenly
Something Heavenly

It's time to face up
Clean this old house
Time breathe in and let everything out

~Sanctus Real

Monday, November 3, 2008

hope is...

From my sister Elaine...
Thank you...

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"Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul.
And sings the tune
Without the words,
and never stops at all. "

~Emily Dickinson

♥ live for the moments you can't put into words ♥